It's almost time...

-sigh- 3 days till the Owl City concert I can't wait! >_< me, my bf and Allison are going to it together. I'm soooo excited >:P I'm also happy because the fact that I still have a secret I'm keeping from Jacob which makes it all the better! lol its great when you have no Conscience. :D oh well, sooo today I get to see Ryan, and Samantha and I won't be alone anymore because my boyfriend has been keeping me company for like 3 days now while the rest of my family is spending the night at a friends house. God my life is boring right now but I'm content with it. I got an awesome boyfriend, better than the last and my life is where its suppose to be :] wel I guess I'll write more another time...

--Suicide Doll

All I ever wanted was for you to disappear and me to forget

Ok so I just recently got a new boyfriend, he's amazing I love being around him. :] His name is Jonathan :P he asked me out on the 15th ^_^ and of corse I said yes. We spend all our time together just hanging out, and he doesn't know it but he made me realize why it didn't work out with all the other losers.

So anyways lately I've been thinking why do I even have my ex's on mi shit, like myspace and facebook. It all does me no good I mean it isn't like they wanna talk to me, and besides I really don't care to talk to them.

I don't know I'm still undecided, but one things for sure I'm happy with the way things are, and I wouldn't change anything... oh and the funny thing is, I know something Jacob doesn't lol but it's not like I have any plans on telling him. >:D

--Suicide Doll

That's right it isn't about you its about spoons

Ive found rules to Satanism, no I'm not a Satanist but all you jesus freaks should know it isn't about Satan it's about worshiping yourself.... so heres the rules



1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.

2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.

3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there.

4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.

5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.

6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.

7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.

8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.

9. Do not harm little children.

10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.

11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.



-- Suicide Doll

another blog another day ^_^

ok sooo I'm gunna start blogging on Blogtv.com I'll still blog on this one too. And Jacob that doesn't mean come watch meh >_< lol but anyways Ill try doing a show every Monday starting at 9pm ^_^

She's ripping wings off of butterflies...

Ok sooo today I'm spending the day with Jonathan :] oh and it's Jacob's 19th birthday today. sooo Happy birthday!! Other than that I'm doing nothing, I might read one of my books that came in the other day. I got Kiss of Life and The Lovely Bones. I've heard their good and I read the book before Kiss of life and loved it.

I think my mom is thinking about letting me get my learner's permit :) so yea thats a good thing, cause I'd finally be able to pick the kids up in a car instead of walking. anywho I just wanted to give an update ^_^