what do you want from me? :)

ok so school is going great I have new friends and mi grade are going great! plus Monday is mi 17th birthday! :) I'm excited and I get to see mi bf tomorrow so thats a plus :P anyway I think I work Saturday :(

Oh well cause I get paid tomorrow and it just means more money for me :P oh and I'm still doing great with Jacob.. I love you Jacob!! >_< I miss him right now, I'm bored as hell and idk what to do.... so I checked out his ex's blog.. looks like shes still not over him which for some reason bothers and worries me at the same time idk y...

I shouldn't be worried he said hes over her but i am... i hate her with a passion, shes a cheating whore.. Idk I guess what bothers me the most is that he wasted his time and money on her... this is the part where I talk to someone about it right? wrong -_- i probably wont talk to anyone about it... *sigh* oh well

-- Suicide Doll

17 more days!

17 more days till mi 17th birthday!!! omg I can't believe im almost 17! :D just 1 more year after this and ill be able to do what I want... yer I know i'll pick up some responsibilities but still, and plus Ill get to spend all the time I want with Jacob and no one could say a damn thing!

I got school this morning though and I have to leave in literally 1 minute! :) but he's coming to pick me up from school so im happy about that I can't wait I miss him so much!!!!! any way ttyl :)


--Suicide Doll

I don't wanna go back....

Ok so at school ive had the same idiot bothering me again! only yesterday he brought friends.... him I could of handled, the shit load of blk ppl...? not so much. So I broke down and cried everything just overwhelmed me. I really don't want to go today but Mi mom is making me...

This kid is still pissed off about me not letting him sust let skip me and you know what I tired of this shit. Today might be different idk :o Atm tho I wanna stab him in the gut and just let his stomuch acids begin to eat away at everything. He deserves it, and you kno what not a single person even tried to stop him...

He just keeps pestering me and everyone looks around like its normal and not one single person is willing to stand up... Looks I'm the only one..
I got 7 minutes so I g2g write back later when something happens..

oh and I LOVE YOU JACOB <3


--Suicide Doll

you got a love like woe :)

omgosh so today at school some kid wanted to skip me in the lunch line. So I said no... and he's like well you'll still get ur food and I was like so will u.. and he said I was being racist cuz he was black... So he called me a cracker and I said go suck cock niggeh. And usually I'm not racist but he's an idiot he's sitting there calling me racist but he has the nerve to call me a cracker and its perfectly fine?

I'm not sorry that I called him that he is a fucking nigger! and not just because he's black because he's stupid. If he has the right to call me a cracker then I have the right to call him a nigger -_-

and if he wanted to get in line so bad he call of just gotten in the back of the line. I would of done the same thing if I wanted lunch and I wasn't in the line. Just because the color of someone's skin doesn't mean they get special treatment. Especially when he wouldnt of done the same thing for me..

So like everytime he walked by he called me a cracker after a while I just ignored the stupid nogg. I hate noggs ...... THEY PISS ME OFF and srry if this offends ppl but honestly IDC! He is a good example of y black ppl have such a bad image... >_> I mean hey I love blk ppl (not in that way) as long as u arent an ass idc what u look like.... but ppl like that set a bad image... >_>