ok I think I really messed up because yesterday I snapped at Jonathan.. I didn't mean to its just im PMS'ing and I got irritated and before I knew it I told him to shut up... I immediatlly said sorry and I said it again today but he won't talk to me all he said was "ok..."
I feel bad :[ I don't know what to do. What if he just doesn't wanna talk to me anymore? I mean what I think i'm gunna do is give him some space.. and see if it helps. I mean I feel so bad I cried yesterday :[ oh and I got a bf his name is Jacob. The same guy that I lost my "V card" to. I can't acctually say he's a new bf though becasue we've gone out before.
But anyways if Jonathan doesn't wanna talk to me anymore it'll be super depressing cause he's my only friend at my mom's house! All my other friends like Rick and Austin live too far to walk. And I can't drive yet... Idk any suggestions??
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