A little after a year and I'm still happy :)

So December 18th was my 1st anniversary with Matt. :) Allison(my sister) and Tyler(her boyfriend) had their 1st anniversary on Christmas. 2014 here I come! Last year just seemed to fly by, its amazing that its been a whole year since I visited Oregon. I miss it there, it was truly beautiful! :) So before the year was up I made a new friend, his name is Jonathan.. He's a pretty awesome friend. What scares me about him is that he really likes me and I've told him I just want to be friends. No more than that, I already have Matt. It still seems like he's hung up on me :\ I really don't like this, I feel as if he will stop looking for someone else because of me. Honestly he's toned it down a lot but still.... I know the heart what the heart wants but in his case I can't give him what his heart wants. Even worse is that we work together and no one would be willing to switch days with me. I'm starting to feel like the only option is it just keep my mouth shut and ignore it. Sad part is I know I can't just ignore it and it go away because I doubt it will... Anyway so I'm working 3 days total a week sometimes 4 at work now. Which is better than nothing! I'm waiting till I have at least a full year under my belt before I try o find another job. That way it looks better on me, and hey if I can keep the job I have and get another one then I will. I just want money so I can move out already. I still plan on getting a car first though. I still have Zero to look after and now Allison has Zelda and if they need to go to the vet we have to be able to get them there. Plus we need a car to get groceries. :) <3 <3 Anyway I'm sure I'll write eventually! and even if no one reads this at least I feel better by writing! :D