I found out what he wanted to tell me.. I was right it was bad. He told me he was cheating. I thought everything was going so well... I hate my life.. Everytime something good happens something bad comes along and fucks everything to hell. Now I'm heartbroken and I'm back where I started. Broken and alone..
And yea I know your probably thinking "your not alone you have family and friends who love you" but it isn't the same... I want him even after what he did. I love him, but I highly doubt it will ever change.. He'll just do it again and i'll get hurt again..
It hurts.. It hurts so much I can't stand it, I want him back idc if I get hurt at this point I love him! He says he loves me but People don't hurt the ones they love... And what hurts even more is the happier memories of times we spent together. Idc anymore I need him, he's like my oxygen, my drug, my love... and now he's gone and I can't do anything about it..
-- Suicide Doll...
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