Hey everyone so as you know my boyfriend well ex boyfriend now has cheated... the first few days I cried of course, and the days to follow seemed to get better. Until today for some reason I'm worst than before! I just don't know what to do, today I just wanna sit down and cry, cry and cry some more! I hate feeling like this.. i want him but I know he won't change...
So I need some advice on how to not feel so bad... Cause I don't think I can take much more of this! I'm worst with depression than I was before.. Matt helped and now he's gone :\ Talking with friends doesn't help the only time I'm not in emotional pain is either when I'm drunk, high or with a friend. And since I'm home schooled pretty much all my friends are in school when I need them. And when school gets out they have home work or more important things to do.
I find no comfort in memories of me and Matt anymore only pain. It isn't just emotional pain either sometimes my emotional pain is just so much that it acctually turns into physical pain. I can't take it! Why did he have to do this to me? Why do people cheat? Don't they know that it hurts the ones they claim to love? Why not end something before you start something else? I wouldn't hurt as much....
-- Suicide Doll
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