When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?

Ok so I'm kinda mad cause my boyfriend told me he would call me like friday night and its now saturday and no call... I tried calling him yesterday like twice. :'[ its making me mad and kinda upsetting me... but maybe there's a good reason? I don't know :[

Anyways tomorrow I'll be 16, yay... I should be happy but I 'm finding it hard because my boyfriend can't see me tomorrow. He has stuff to do at his mom's house so he can't be here. I really hope he doesn't forget about my b-day.. That would hurt :'[ just the thought stings. I miss him, right now hearing his voice would be good enough for me.. I just wanna hear a comforting voice. but instead I hear nothing, No one to talk to just the waste land of loneliness. I should be happy.

Instead I'm not.. and I don't quite know why....