I hate this shit only like 2 more days till christmas break.... oh joy.. I feel alone right now honestly and it sucks cause in reality I am :\ I mean I have Jacob but he isn't here at the moment I got a job but it isn't the best I got family but it feels like I can't tell them anything.... and I got school but its cold as shit right now and I hate some of the people there.....
Sometimes it feels like mi life is a waste of time >_> but I mean im engaged to the love of mi life and I can't wait til I move in with him then it wouldn't be as bad and to top it all off we had a massive fight the other night..... which Jacob decided to blurt out that were engaged to mi parents.... Wonderful thats just the way I wanted them to know... "yea hey, I know we're fighting an all but IM EFFING ENGAGED!!!!" I totally see how thats going to make everything better -_-
Now its all ruined when I told them I wanted to tell them under good circumstances not in the middle of a gad damn fight..... I can't believe he did that it really suck and when I say suck I dont make stupid kind of suck I mean it TOTALLY AND UTTERLY effing blows.... >_> what am I to do now? Well I was thinking about telling them he was lying...... just to see their reaction but I don't think he'd like that too much... everything is wrong
--Suicide Doll
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