Either way I highly doubt today is gunna work and it feels like i'm going insane. Well actually I wanna cry cause I really want to see my boyfriend! I'm still going to wait till at least 11 or 12 to call him. hopefully it will stop raining for like 30 minutes by then. Why does life like to kick me in the butt? I honestly like it hates me.. well you know what I hate it back! Even if it doesn't work today I'll just try again tomorrow and I'll keep trying each day until I see him. And if I don't see him today I guess I could watch movies or write some. Or maybe sleep because I'm still tired :[ Idk I'll update later when I know whats going on.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
ok so I'm starting to think life hates me!
I checked every possible problem that could go wrong including the weather all signs pointed to yes, that I would see my boy friend and now >_> everything is all wet and its raining!! The weather report says it'll be raining all day basically! It wasn't like that yesterday when I looked! I seriously think life doesn't want me to see him. And the only other options are 1. My aunt picks him up and brings him to my house to watch a movie which seems like a good idea but she might decide his parents gotta come get him.. so idk if his parents will say yes. 2. I go to his house which would probably still involve someone coming or picking me up... or 3. which is unlikely but i'll say it any ways my aunt could feel nice and pick him up and take him home...
Either way I highly doubt today is gunna work and it feels like i'm going insane. Well actually I wanna cry cause I really want to see my boyfriend! I'm still going to wait till at least 11 or 12 to call him. hopefully it will stop raining for like 30 minutes by then. Why does life like to kick me in the butt? I honestly like it hates me.. well you know what I hate it back! Even if it doesn't work today I'll just try again tomorrow and I'll keep trying each day until I see him. And if I don't see him today I guess I could watch movies or write some. Or maybe sleep because I'm still tired :[ Idk I'll update later when I know whats going on.
Either way I highly doubt today is gunna work and it feels like i'm going insane. Well actually I wanna cry cause I really want to see my boyfriend! I'm still going to wait till at least 11 or 12 to call him. hopefully it will stop raining for like 30 minutes by then. Why does life like to kick me in the butt? I honestly like it hates me.. well you know what I hate it back! Even if it doesn't work today I'll just try again tomorrow and I'll keep trying each day until I see him. And if I don't see him today I guess I could watch movies or write some. Or maybe sleep because I'm still tired :[ Idk I'll update later when I know whats going on.
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