<-- see I told you those fuckers run!! I'm not even kidding anymore I have a phobia of running zombies... Whats sad is that after I watched that movie I woke up every morning afraid to open my door cause I thought there were evil zombies out there! So there's your picture.. >_> Like one time my other bestfriend Ryan walked up behind me after I was forced to watch Dawn of the dead (there was nothing else on an he wanted to watch it) and grabbed my shoulders and made a weird noise, I turned around and punched him in the face -_- I was freaked out and for a second I really thought he was a evil face eating zombie. Yea he hasn't tried doing that to me again ^_^and theres a video of them running and eating!!
<--- awesome :] yea I know I have issues -_-Ok so my best friend Rick suggested that maybe I feel all empty and stuff because I have no soul. -_- But anyways, I'm meeting my boyfriend at the mall tomorrow yay! It feels like its been an eternity sense I've seen him :] My hand still hurts. :[ It sucks but I should be ok I can still move it so I don't think it's broken. But today was an ok day it was livable. I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight, I'm too excited plus I can't wait for the looks I'm gunna get tomorrow! Oh yea I get weird looks from people :] its funny sometimes. Plus whats even greater is I'll be with Matt, he makes me feel normal. Not lifeless like I've been feeling, he makes me feel alive.. sounds corny I know but I'm serious. Oh yea this is completely random but the other night I had a weird dream, I had committed suiside by carbon monoxide poisoning. And I was watching my own funeral O_o only weird thing is that everyone was ignoring me when I tried asking what was happened. Then some guy walked up and he was a vampire and said "they can't hear or see you.." I was confused and asked him how he could see me and he told me that he could bring me back as a vampire so I said ok. Then I woke up... It was weird. It was cool cause I got to see my funeral an all but creepy too. Oh by the way I get Deja vu a lot I don't know why but I'll have a dream about something and sometimes it happens and that's why it's kind of creepy cause what if it happens..? I doubt it but still. I know the whole vampire part won't happen but the other part is possible. Oh well, I'm bored and I don't want to sleep. When I wake up I'll just think the same thing "still alive?... dammit!" yea I know that's bad but I can't help it. It's just the 1st thing I think.
Oh yea If anyone wants to make a Banner for me go right ahead you can sent it to my e-mail snowdemon20@hotmail.com and I'll post it in the next blog I do :] giving you credit and a big Thanks! <3
I don't want to sound mean or anything, but I'm going to say that suicide is spelled wrong. x_X I'm picky when it comes to spelling, especially since I'm a writer. I don't want to make you made or anything, so please don't be mad at me for saying that.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, another movie where the zombies move fast as hell is 28 Days Later. Also, in Left 4 Dead rather being zombies, they are the infected, and they run like mad. I don't think the zombies in Dead Rising run, but just look like they are shopping nonetheless... Alas, that's not important. :P Anyway, have fun at the mall with your boyfriend.
And having a dream about your own funeral can be a creepy, especially when it feels real and you don't know that you're dreaming. I can't remember if I've had any dreams like that, but I have had dreams with a mixture of lycanthropes/black dogs, where regular dogs were attacked by them and they had a virus, similar to Resident Evil.
I get dejavu as well. And I've had the feeling of wanting to not live when I was younger, until I met the guy I'm with now. Anyway, don't say "I'm still alive... damn it!" I know it's hard to want to keep living, especially with some of the people in the world, but ending everything in suicide really isn't the answer.