day, ok I walked into the kitchen just now and my uncle gave me a death glare.. I mean if looks could kill I'd be dead.... It was really weird I don't know what I did though I mean it isn't like I punched a hole in a wall! I punched concrete!! If anything I only hurt myself... Jesus why do people act like my presence is a horrible disease? I'm tired of getting looks like that whenever I walk into a room like people don't want me there... This is why life holds almost no joy for me because people wanna treat me like that.. It doesn't matter what I do, I'm still a piece of dirt and their better.. But it's ok cause as soon as I get all my school work done I'll be free to go to the mall tomorrow with Matt. Which makes me happy because I miss him. He's my motivation to keep breathing, with out him I'd be alone and when your alone for so long you start to realize you can't take it anymore.. or maybe thats just me. Either way I get to see him which is good but I'm gunna have to start working soon cause I'll have to stay up all night if I don't get crackin.. lol well I'll update either later tonight or tomorrow when I get home..
Hey. Just thought I'd leave a comment, and like I said in my post to your thread, try writing instead of punching walls. :) It's a great way to relieve that anger (even though I also relieve my anger by playing video games). I'm also into vampires and lycanthropes (werewolves; thought I'd put this since some don't know what I mean by lycanthropes so...), and death, and all of that.
ReplyDeleteId suggest stop punching concrete, its doesnt help. look for something breakable (besides your hand) meaning something that would make alot of noise and a mess. better even is something that can be put back together once you calm down. I know that seems wierd, but might help.
ReplyDeleteIf your boyfriend's Ex pisses you off then why do you keep texting her?
I think its awesome that you live in a dome, Ive always wanted to. I've lived in a cave and semi submurged shelters, but they didnt have "comforts" of home. I had to lol at the phobia of face eating zombies:D that would totally suck, but I thought they walk slow?
Lastly my pages suck, so save yourself the horrors of boredom and dont read them. altho if I find a running zombie photo, I will post it, just to kepp you away:p