Friday, September 11, 2009

What a shocker!

yea I know eating those magnets was bad but they were already together when I ate them sooo at least they didn't get a chance to connect while inside me. God today was boring, I've had nothing to do and I've been putting of my school work >_> which btw I'm home schooled. Okay so today I found myself wishing vampires were real, cause if they were and I was able to turn into one I would. :] I'd be frozen in time just the way I look now. Cause I don't wanna get all old and wrinkly it scares me. >_> I think getting old scares me more than my irrational fear of face eating zomes, which by the way I think a new zombie movie is coming out. Its called Zombieland or something like that. Looks kinda scary but at the same time it doesn't. If you saw the preview for it tell me what you think scary or no? Cause if it isn't scary I'll watch it. But anyways OMFG! Bailey (my bf's ex) just im'd me! I hate her!! >_< She psycho and believes she can stop death. Yea she told my bestfriend that she would never let her grandfather die.. funny thing is that I was on the line also just on mute. :] she effin crazy!

I can understand loving someone but still at her age she should know it happens eventually. I don't think I've hated a person more in my life! Shes so irritating and she wastes her life away, she doesn't even bother to use her brain! I doubt she even knows what a brain is. I've tried to put our differences aside but I just can't. But yet she tells me that she doesn't hate me or rather she can't hate me.. Earlier this week she was threatening to kill herself and I know this is bad but I got tired of it so I gave up and stopped trying to help her -_- she didn't do it obviously but after telling her to do it I thought I would feel bad. But I didn't now if it were anyone else I'd say thier stupid and not to do it. Which yea I know I'm a hypocrite.

I just hate seeing others like that, except with her. I was literally jumping with joy and I don't know why. I'm a bad person I know its just I can't get over that fact that she needs to grow up. Now if she did a little growing up we might be friends sorta... maybe idk but I don't see any signs of her changing anytime soon. I think I'm going to hell for being a bad person. ok if hell was real I'd be going there. Sorry everyone but Im an atheist :]

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  1. Aemilia GraceSeptember 11, 2009 at 6:56 PM

    :P You're not the only one who wish vampires were real. I would like the be a vampire if I could (I don't care what anyone says). I actually have my four canines and my nephew asked my mom if I was a vampire. xD He's so cute.

    Anyway, you can't really cheat death. If she thinks she can stop death...well, then good for her. O_o she'll find out later in life that it's impossible to stop. Though, it's quite funny how she says that and then threatens to kill herself. Hmm. And yeah, she does need to grow up a little bit, but--and don't take this to heart--people her age will act immature and seem like they are invincible and can stop death--boys and girls.

    There's nothing wrong with disliking someone--you're not supposed to like everyone. However, saying you hate her...try thinking what makes you say you "hate" her, besides her being "crazy" or "psycho". Maybe you just dislike her? I find hate to be a strong word to use. And if you dislike her, then why do you talk to her? One would think you would have blocked her by now. o.o

    Btw, what did you think of The Vampire Diaries?

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  2. AnonymousSeptember 11, 2009 at 7:53 PM

    Aye, I agree with Abigail. Hate is an awful strong word to use, and some people I thought I "hated" when I was 16 turned out to be good mates now. So just try to keep an open mind. I know high school blows. I'm glad I'm done with that haha. Anyway, I look forward to reading new entries from you! Glad I'm not the only one not happy with my life.

    --Konnor

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